Changing times, changing minds.

So the other day I ran into an old friend of mine and wow, have they changed. I thought to myself if they thought the same of me. I wondered if they thought I changed a lot since i've seen them. Then came to mind the question of the day folks: Is it better that people change throughout the years, or is it better that they are still the same old person you once knew? For instance I feel as if I haven't changed since the beginning of high school, so do I take this as a good quality of mine, or does it mean that i'm unwilling to change for no one but myself... hmm crazy times we live in, just thought i'd put my two sense in, or is it cents? i dunno it's a crazy play on words that saying!

By the way I would like to eventually turn this blog into a general interest blog like with postings of delicious food, amazing music, and clothes. So I guess I will start off with Astrud Gilberto, she's this Bossa Nova era singer whose voice is like none other. If you're in the mood for french cafe easy listening then you should listen to "meditation" by her, it's brilliant!

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Sick sad world.

Fevers of 104? Not cool. Extreme coughing attacks? Not cool either. I hate being sick. Then again, who really likes being sick? My entire family got sick, with the exception of my dad. Bless his soul for escaping this germ fest sickness.

Other than my recovering, all is the same. Congrats to the birth of Connor, my world history teacher's baby! Must visit her and Connor ASAP.

Currently listening to the album Manners by Passion Pit. They're awesome. Electrifying. High pitched. Can't wait to see them live in October! <3

RIP Michael Jackson

It still feels surreal that he's dead. I just can't imagine a world without Michael Jackson. Yes, there were numerous allegations against him, but one cannot forget the magic he brought to the world through his music. And that is what I choose to focus on. I cannot dislike a man who brought such wonderful music. Music that brought me such laughter and happiness whenever I would dance to it. I thank MJ for that. And may his soul rest in peace.

Lazy summer days

This wasn't the homecoming that I'd been looking forward to all year. I yearn for the late night kickits with the friends, the cool summer nights doing absolutely nothing, and the tanning in the hot summer days. This is nothing like I had expected. Nothing like the summers that I used to have when I was in high school. Days and nights I spend inside the house. On the computer. What am I doing? Have I really changed that much while I was away for college? So much that I feel like I can't just call up my friends to hang out? I feel like it's such a struggle. I am not who I am when I am home anymore. I long to be with my friends from Aldea. I think they really helped me find out who I was, accepting who I was unconditionally. Though we can all be mean to each other and though drama can arise from the most smallest of things, we all learned to stick by each other as if we were family. We were a family. We are a family. I hope my friends from Tracy don't take this wrong or anything with me missing my Aldean family. It's just hard when you live with people for a whole year, spending all your time with them, and then suddenly... they're not there anymore.

Maybe I'll blog more this summer. These days, I try to find random things to occupy my time. I even volunteered to taking down the Christmas lights. And yes. They are still up. I don't know why, but I'd prefer to take it down if no one is going to. If you knew me well, you would know my love for the Christmas anything. But when it's a hot summer day in June, I feel that Christmas lights lining my roof just aren't right.

Another thing. I remember I used to have so many pictures. Lately, I have become the type of person that is too lazy to take pictures. Maybe I should resurge that need to take pictures that I used to have...

Goodbye.