I am so exhausted. 20 units is a killer. I knew it was going to tough, but it's way worse when you actually go through it all rather than imagining it in a hypothetical kind of way. I'm pretty sure I haven't slept for more than 5 hours every night this past week. Had my chemistry midterm on Tuesday. Literally failed that test. Just found out today. Going off on a tangent with regards to this in a sec. Anyway, I have my calculus midterm on Friday, so I started to study tonight. I have to study all day tomorrow. Hopefully, I go through with the whole 'locking myself in my room to study.' Probably not, but I can only hope. Then after I'm free from my calc midterm, I have to study for my Japanese art history midterm on Monday. And just when you think I'm free, you're wrong! Philosophy paper due on Wednesday. My stress level and exhaustion level has literally peaked. It's sad. I'll get through it, though!
So off to my tangent: My horribly low score in chemistry makes me realize how bad I am at chemistry. A subject has never made me as miserable as chem. It is this observation that makes me want to switch out of biology. I am in this internal struggle to stay in bio or to just switch. It's hard. I so badly want to stay to go to medical school, but I don't want to be miserable. Oh, how the pain of the college life aches me.
Due to my busy schedule, I will post about my past few days later, when my schedule clears up.
Ooh! On a happy note. It is my lovely partner's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHARON! I freakin' love you! When we do talk about whatever, it's so fun. I can't wait to see Phoenix with you this summer! Which reminds me, when are we going to buy our concert tickets?! haha. You deserve the best on your birthday! Love you!
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